lonely

I feel lonely today. Horny and lonely :)) one follows the other. I took this picture in Fiji, although the photo looks quiet and lonely I was not feeling it when I was there. It s not about having people around or not. It s about whether they like me or not. or it is about whether I like me or not. Some days I like me a lot, some days I relapse into my past feelings, not liking myself, and criticising me a lot. When it s the case, I criticise people as well, then they run away, and I feel lonely. Probably not because they ran away but because I end up not liking myself for criticising so much (both myself and others). Ah I am so dramatic today. I d better watch TV.